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Category: Breast cancer

It was fate

October 30, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery, Swimming, Travel, Unilateral mastectomy

I swam around an island! I am amazing! If that weren’t incredible enough, it was called Shark Island! And for something spectacular, I did it from a boat! Knowing of my crippling shark phobia and my debilitating motion sickness may make this more impressive. I swam around an islandI'm on a boat When I decided … Continue reading It was fate

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Juicy Mountain Magic

October 21, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery, Travel

We have climbed to Limestone Plateau to release our cares to the imp of the mountain. Our yogi tells us that limestone absorbs negative emotions and if we ask, we may leave ours with the little man in the silver jacket.  “It may be comfortable, it may be other, whatever”, Kenny intones. I lie on … Continue reading Juicy Mountain Magic

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Juicy Mountain Recovery

October 15, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery, Travel

The sheep baa in the distance as I shuffle away from the meditation platform shrouded in a grey and white blanket. I look back at those shuffling behind me, similarly cloaked in their grey and white blankets and giggle. “I don’t know why they think we’re a cult.” Laughter rings out, breaking the solemnity. Not … Continue reading Juicy Mountain Recovery

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Pulse Check

October 4, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery, Swimsuits, Unilateral mastectomy

It’s coming to three months since I finished active treatment and as I’m about to change things up radically, I thought I should do a check in of where I am right now. My personality is coming back and is both the blessing and the curse it has always been. Obsessive, diligent planning is assisting … Continue reading Pulse Check

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Fury

September 27, 2019September 27, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health

I beat my fists against the walls of my world, but it is futile. They continue to close in on me as the lines between by brows deepen and my clenched jaw aches. I am trapped. Trapped in this city, this medical system, this illness, this mind. I am furious. I am beaten. I am … Continue reading Fury

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Speed Demon

September 16, 2019September 16, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Recovery, Swimming

As I was conquering my distance goal last week, I pondered if I would be able to improve my time. It seemed a distinct possibility as I had picked up my pace for those last couple hundred metres and begun to feel my body move the way it’s meant to. So I set myself a … Continue reading Speed Demon

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Jessican

September 11, 2019September 11, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Recovery, Swimming, Unilateral mastectomy

I am changing my name to Jessican. During treatment I enthusiastically signed up for a swim holiday in October. Reading the fine print after, I realised that I’ll be swimming 25km in that week and, as a minimum, I should be able to swim 2.2km in an hour before I go. Pre-surgery this would not … Continue reading Jessican

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Obsession

September 1, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery, Unilateral mastectomy

Three tears slid down my right cheek to pool on my chin before continuing down my throat to where my breast used to be. I held one hand on my heart and the other on my stomach as my yoga instructor told us our stomach is our core and knows the truth. What is it … Continue reading Obsession

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Rehab…rewhat?

August 27, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery

As I sat for the 6pm dinner, watching an ancient man being fed by a nurse, I realised that there had been a serious misunderstanding. Months ago I had found a brochure in a waiting room that sang to me of hope, a German rehabilitation centre for cancer survivors in their 30s and 40s. My … Continue reading Rehab…rewhat?

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Moody AF

August 20, 2019 by Jessica, posted in Breast cancer, Mental health, Recovery

I swam 1000 metres today! I needed it because I am moody as fuck. I keep wondering if it’s my hormone therapy kicking in, but I have the vague suspicion that it’s just life. I had a gastroscopy on Wednesday which is always awful even if the results were good. And I really hurt my … Continue reading Moody AF

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